i love her.

Thursday, April 30, 2009

mkay. the couch potato thing.

just this noontime break, i watched the devil wears prada starring anne hathaway, meryl streep and [kindly fill this section with the rest of the cast]. so, frankly, i enjoyed watching the show. and i have, again, few things to share and impart from the movie.

--- life is filled with regrets, regrets of different shapes and sizes. some are small, like screwing up just to see stuffs going alright at the end. some are medium-sized, like doing something good for yourself and realizing eventually that you have been so selfish all this time and you want to turn things back the way they used to be. but the biggest and greatest of all are the things you need to do but you declined because you are scared and probably afraid to take the risk.
yet, you have always two option. to proceed or just ignore it. in choosing tracks, you have to reconsider always what will make you happy and what will make an impact to modify your visions. life is actually great when you finally had mind that you want your life to be great.---

so, i'm having my own countdown. as if i'll be going to a faraway place and i'm bound to a point of no return. but that always make a sense. i mean, i may not be in that situation after all, but it gives me the idea of what kind of feelings am i going to encounter in the near future. who knows? lil eduardo might got homesick and will shed tears as he comes home.

pictures tell-all

that would be all. bye. :]

i love you..

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

i had the best sleep for this week. no stress, no assignments and office works, no yells and for the shortest time, no pending circling thoughts to think about. well, that's actually great. i can't be a zombie nor vampire for the rest of my fcuking life. so what's keep me in this mood? i mean, in good track. the answers are the following. good parents!, being loved, and music.

music for me seems to be a therapy. it soothes my senses and let me relax for just a single span of time. it brainwashes all the negative charges in my mind. and the best part, i can develop my singing abilities. lolx.

if you are about to ask what music i'm into this past few days? here are the list. these are great musics by great artists. i keep on playing this track over and over again.

1. if i let you go - diane elise version
"but once again i'm thinking about,
taking the easy way out.
but if i let you go,
i would never know,
what my life would be,
holding you close to me,
will i ever see,
you smiling back at me?
how will i know,
if i let you go."

2. gugmang giatay - the ambassadors
"oh kahayag sa imong panagway
nga naulipon sa gugmang giatay
inday paminawa kabos kong gugma
nga kanimo akong igasa
dili ko man mahatag
ang tanang bahandi
ning kalibutan apan
inday dungga intawon
ang alaot nga naulipon sa
gugmang giatay"

3. jai ho - j. a. rahman & the pcd feat, nicole s.
"you are the reason that i breathe,
you are the reason that i still believe,
you are my destiny,
jai ho! uh-uh-uh-oh!
no there is nothing that can stop us
nothing can ever come between us,
so come and dance with me,
jai ho! (oohh)

catch me, catch me, catch me, come and catch me,
i want you now,
i know you can save me, come and save me,
i need you now.
i am yours forever, yes, forever,
i will follow,
anywhere in anyway,
never gonna let go."

4. keep holding on - boyce avenue
"keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you,
i'm here for you
there's nothing you can say, nothing you can do
there's no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through"

5. sandali na lang - hale
"naiinip, nasasabik, kasing bilis
nang isang iglap mahahanap
sa may ulap
nagtatanong, nagtataka
ba't wala ka pa
nakatingala, nakatulala
pero sabi mo.

sandali na lang
at nandito na
at ang panahon
ay wala sa ating kamay.

huwag mag alala
maraming oras pa
ang nakalaan
para sa ating dalawa.

sandali na lang."

that's all for now. that's my song for the day. :]

i love you..

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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

i’ve few things to share to everyone.. one of these is a letter, superb letter which change my whole life.. it’s hilarious to reflect with this stuff coz it reminds me that i must not assume things.. i mean that i should not suppose possessions the way they shouldn’t be..

this is a sophomoric and jejune sophomore letter from my imaginary bff dated january 13, 2007..

^naging manhid ako sa pagsulat nito! sa bagay manhid na man pala ako!

read dizZ…!

elow, (sana di mo itapon, sana tapusin mo ito sa kababasa)

one morning, when i woke up, narinig ko na magbestfriends tayo. ha? the truth is wala akong naaalala o narinig na “teh, ano? bestfriend na kita?”[so what? are we the best of friends?]. totoo yan, wala talaga. ang naremember ko lang, ang kinuwento ko na sinabi k okay j***. tinanong ako ni j***, “sin.o ang bestfriend mo?” [who’s your bestfriend?], sagot ko “wala pa”. “so sino ang kasama mo parati?” [who keeps you in company?], j*** asked, “uhmm… si edwin”. yun lang sinabi at kinuwento ko sa’yo. but since nagstart ang pagiging [quote&quote] “bestfriends” natin, nagstart na mabuo sa isip ko ang tanong na “sino nagstart?”, pero sa kinalaunan, natanggap ko that we are bestfriends, pero di pa rin mawala ang tanong. everyday na magkasama tayo (daw luv letter ba!) nakita ko ang mga ugali mo na deserving na tawagin na best friend ko. there are times na para sa akin magbestfriend tayo, pero kung minsan hindi. may mali ka, may mali ako. first, mga mali ko. sorry sa ugali ko, iniinsulto kita, pinagsisigawan kita, dinidikitan kita at kahit ano pa dyan na nakakasakit sa’yo. second mga mali mo, grabe na panlait. i have a story during our math. mainit ang ulo mo dahil gusto mo nang magpractice ng sayaw (for Kambuniyan) at naiinip ka sa lesson sa math dahil paulit-ulit kung ituro, mainit rin ang ulo ko that time. tinawag mo ako magpractice, sabi ko “dali lang, gapamati ko kay di ko maintindihan ang math” [wait, i’m listening coz i don’t understand our lesson in math]. sagot mo “ambot ah, baskin ano mo na kaubra di mo gyapon na maintindihan” [damn it, you won’t understand that whatever you’ll do..]. nashock ako, really?!? yah! alam mo, pareho tayo ng sitwasyon, iniinsulto sa bahay, da ba?, sabi mo sinasabihan ka na “alam ka (as in matalino) di mo na maubra?” [you’re smart but you can’t do that?]. teh ako? [how about me?], sinasabihan naman ako nyan eh! lalo na si tatay at mga kapatid ko! “yoots, 7 ka lang sa top 10 niyo?” [yikes, you’re just 7^th in the top 10?]. di ba masakit, pareho tayo ng nararamdaman. in my story (during math), you said last open forum na “joke”. it’s not a joke, big deal yun sa akin, at alam ko na may naggawa ako katulad nun sa iyo. second sa listahan ng mga mali mo, “ginakuha mo self-confidence ko” [you’re taking me away my confidence], ngaa? [why?], alam mo bang gusto ko sumali noon sa ms. smem, pero dahil nga sa mga nangyari pag-e*** natakot ako. pero anong ginawa mo at nila? pinadiscourage mo ako, nanghina ako sa mga contest na iyan “c***** beh ako”. ngunit anong ginawa mo, nanlait ka at “ginsunlog mo pa” [and taunted me], kaya nahiya ako, na maulit yun. that’s why di na ako sumasali sa ‘brain and beauty’ contest. you asked me “diin bestfriend ko?” [where’s my bestfriend?], and my answer, “diin ka man?” [ where are you too?]. i’m telling you frankly, ako ang sumulat pag open forum na “hambog” [arrogant] ka! why? nainis kasi kami ni j****** sa’yo kung math, parang wala kaming pinag-aralan sa math, yung mga joke mo na panglait, nadamdam naming yun, instead na tumawa kami, nagalit kami sa’yo!!! sobarng sakit kasi! sa bagay, halos pareho tayo ng mga ugali, nanlalait, nang-iinsulto, palahikay [lounger critic], mainitin ang ulo, suplada/suplado. a-a-aahhh. don’t say hindi ka ganyan! inaamin ko na lahat ng yan ay ako! di ba? yung mga story ko, big deal yun sa akin, that’s why “sino nagstart???” and i know naman, mas marami kang interesting stories na ginawa ko, na for you, mali!!! di ba?

*and oooopsszzy, di ba you said parang “l****z” tayo? okey na lang yun, kaysa manlait pa ako sa’yo! and one thing. flirt ba ako? siguro nga, sige na lang (kahit di totoo at kahit di pumasok sa isip ko ang magpaflirt) kasi sa mata mo, flirt ako, okay lang, tanggap ko naman. but, i’m really, really SORRY sa lahat. siguro friends na lang tayo, balik sa dati, pero nag-uusap pa rin katulad ng sa meangurlz, nabuwag pero friends pa rin di ba?!!? sorry and thank you! luv yah! mwuaaahh!

huwag mo akong sisihin! pareho tayo ang may kasalanan! hindi lang ako! i’m asking for your sorry! huwag magpatigas ng puso, sa bagay lalambot rin iyan! pagdating ng panahon!

love lots,

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okay.. no words omitted nor added.. that’s all..

so my lesson for my self reflection,

stay on your own.. never ever dare to share valence electrons with someone else..

work as a piece and ride on a solo trip..

less hurt, less pain..

more laughs, more jests..

but there is something wrong playing the role of that so-called jerky ‘everybody’s friend’.

no one takes you seriously..

you can go out of that room and people won’t be aware of that..

that hurts and that sucks..

yet what can i do?

i’m a self confessed loner who only thinks like narcissus or ben zayb..

i hope that someday someone somewhere will realize that they need me and tell me, can i be your best friend.. high school life is almost over and sad to say that i can’t find a best friend that will outstand all the best of friends in the world, that will rock the universe as we laugh on our mistakes, that will make me cry as she/he leaves me, that will make me proud and will change my winding view of my life..

but i’m optimistic that sooner or later, she/he’ll approach me, asking, “mind if i sit?”. maybe in college, or in work..

it’s funny to reconsider that i need someone..

fuck it off! bestfriend na nga lang pagtatrabahuhan ko pa..

[kung alam mo, manahamik ka na lang. haha. peash out.♥]

i love you..

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Monday, April 27, 2009

today for me seems to be the last day. everyday provokes me to give my very best shot - to do the things i wanted to do or to try the deeds i'm hesitant to try, to say the words i frequently say or to have that courage to make a tell-all of the stuffs i regret to tell, to value each minute, the seconds and that glimpses. life is short as they say, that is definitely true. but i just want to add some twist to that quote, life is way too short to live that as a bad person. now, what i'm pointing out is, people always do the things that they thought would value their stay here in planet earth, yet never did they realize that in that span of time, most of it are just wasted and if not wasted, it's probably useless.

i have this feeling like the world is about to end, like a planet-size comet would collide and destroy planet earth in just a blink of an eye, or the never-ending global warming would kill all the trees and oxygen-giving organisms that will result into air crisis, or a missile in korea would be launched just enough for the world to vanish. what's worse is, the world would continue on its basic routine - happy, corrupted and sinful; while i was there inside a coffin and they keep on weeping to the fact that i was hit by a bus - that's the time my world ended, i am just a remain, my brain is like a raisin, and i can't think nor see.

i am under paranoia, undisturbed, hysterical. what would life offer me when i'm about to perish?

+++++++++++++++++++++

6:00 am
nagring ang alarm clock ko. it's not the typical clock that you could shut it off with a click, this is unstoppable. well, hindi na ito bago. i mean sa araw-araw na ganito ang routine ko, maninibago pa ba ako? so ganun na nga. the yells, as if they are arguing, or miles away for somebody to hear them. nywei. pagkagising ko, siyempre naligo na ako. haha. after noon, nagbihis. alangan namang kumain nang may tuwalya. so pagkabihis, hindi na ako nag-almusal, nagminindal na lang ako at pagkatapos ay nanood ng tv. walang hiyang tebee ito. akalain mo ba namang halos swine virus na lang ang pinagkakalat. anak ng. . . kung tutuusin, hindi na iyan bago sa pilipinas. hindi lang naman virus sa baboy eh, pati sa computer at kaban ng bayan pa. haha. so nanood ako ng balita.

8:00 am
sus! wala pa ang paertx ko. abalang-abala ata sa mga estudyante niya. ewan ko ba kung bakit niya pa inuuna ang kapakanan ng iba kaysa sa pamilya. pero ok lang naman, naiintindihan ko naman siya kahit papano. dumating na nga siya. idinial ko ang numero ng registrar sa up visayas. hindi na kataka-taka, mistulang sirang plaka na sa pandinig ko ang balitang hindi pa rin alam kung maipapasok ako sa chemical engineering. bakit ba naman kasi hindi ko gusto ang political science? pero, sige na lang. hahabaan ko na lang ang pasensiya ko. baka sakaling maidulog ng Diyos ang panalangin ko sa mga taong makakatulong sa akin. sayang din naman ang scholarship ko sa dost eh.

9:30 am
andami pa palang kumukuha ng baranggay clearance. at isa pa, ang mahal. parang clearance lang aaboy pa ng isang daan piso. grabe naman. pero wala na akong maggagawa, hindi naman ako ang kapitan eh. kaya bilang mabuting mamamayan [ehem, kuno] susunod na lang ako sa patakaran. haay.o buhay nga naman, pagkadami ng kailangan para naman sa police clearance. my mga id pictures pa, pero ok lang din naman. kanina habang andun ako sa istasyon ng pulis, may isang ale na parang gustong magsampa ng complaint sa isang tao, yun nga lang, parang walang pumapansin. kawawa naman. sana naging pulis na lang ako, para tagapagtanggol ng mga naapi. ulol. :/

10:30 am
sa post office na ako para sa postal id ko. haay.o andami palang liham na hindi pa napamimigay ng mga kartero. halos malula ako sa mga sulat na parang hindi ko na makita ang mga opisyal. ibinigay ko na ang aking mga requirements. at yun, postal id na kaagad. yun nga lang hindi nalaminate kasi sira ang machine.

11:00 am
wala pa ata ang teller sa bangko. kumakain na siguro. inilabas ko na ang mga kailangan para sa ATM ko. yung mga postal id at school id. tapos. lagot. kulang ako ng isang litrato. tinakbo ko ang kahabaan mula landbank at agfa studio. at sa mabuting palad ay nakapagpakuha rin ako ng litrato. takbo naman ulit. at ayan na nga, tapos na ang application form ko. ang problema naman, wala pa ang teller. erg.

12:15 pm
kumakain na ako sa kozee ng pananghalian. masarap pala ang manok nila doon. well, choco marble na naman ang partner nito. yan talaga, first time ko kasi eh kaya parang nilulubos ko na. toinks. pagkatapos nito. lumipad na ako sa landbank. toinks. at andun na ang card. iverify na lang at makakapagdeposit na ako. after nun.

1:00 pm
paglabas ko, nakasabay ko si charlene. haay.o sumabay na ako sa kanya sa studio nila, at grabe. andami niya palang pictures. nakatarpaulin pa at ang iba. retratista nga naman oo. makalipas ang kalahating oras ng paghihintay ko. andiyan na siya. sumakay kami ng cab papuntang school.

2:00 pm
nakababa na kami sa wakas. pumunta kami ng hs building kasi kukuha na siya ng kard niya. haha. sana hindi naman siya bumagsak ano. naghiwalay kami ng landas kasi kinakailangan kong magreport. at sa kasamaang palad, wala na namang nangyayari at sa halip ay babalik pa ako bukas. hay. kapagod na talaga.

2:30 pm
nag-usap kami. ♥

4:00 pm
umuwi na kami. nalaman ko pala na hindi siya marunong tumawid. haha. kaya naman pala ayaw na ayaw niyang maglakad eh. takot raw siyang masagasaan ng kotse. erg. haha. so hinatid ko na siya sa studio.

at dito po nagtatapos ang araw ko.

i love you..

4:29 PM

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Sunday, April 26, 2009

waah. sa wakas. ang inyong lingkod ay muling nakabalik mula sa kanyang hantungan. erg. as if that would steal a scene. nyweis, i'm about to start a new chapter of my life. at para sa ikakatahamik ng lahat ay kinakailangan kong lumuwas sa aking sinilangan. harharlotx. so yung flight ko scheduled na siya sa sabado, kasama ko ang aking ate at paertx. in accordance dito, binalak kong gugulin ang nalalabi kong panahon sa paglalakwatsa. and i did it. hurray! [fyi: kung aalis ako sa sabado, marahin ay semestral break o christmas vacation na ang balik ko.. how sad.. (sound effects pls -- "aaaaaaah :[")].

it's eighteen. at nandito ho ako sa gumasa. hahays. burtdei ng insan ko at guess what? nalasing ako ng todo-todo. hindi ko aakalaing magiging ganito ako. halos iluwa ko na ang aking mga mata dahil sa pagsusuka. pero masaya siya. super duper.

so ganun na nga. nagkaroon kami ng farewell party last april 19. at syempre, nalate ako. well, kinakailangan ko pang kupitan ang ate ko ng perang igagasta ko sa mga sabihin na nating "makabuluhan ding" mga bagay, tulad ng paglangoy, pag-inom at pagsusurfing habang nasa likod ng elf.

after nun, natuloy rin ang debut ng ate ko. at dahil natuloy yun, hindi na siya considered na underage. at dahil hindi na siya underage, malaya na siya. eh ano ngayon? wala lang. nag.xexeir lang naman ng mga pangyayari. haha. hay parang kay bilis ng panahon, ano?

after ng kanyang debut, well, hindi ko maggawang magstay sa house dahil for sure, andami naming gagawin - magliligpit ng mga kalat, at mag-aayos ng mga sira-sirang bagay. so ngayon, kinumbinsi ko ang aking mga magulang na kinakailangan kong pumunta ng marbel para asikasuhin ang aking merit-a scholarship. well, dahil parang pambest actor ang acting ng gago, napapaniwala niya ang mga ito. what a small skinny evil liar. toinks hindi kasi pwede ang big fat liar eh. hahaharharlotx. toinks. so pagdating ko doon, tinapos ko yung gagawin ko, pinirmahan ko na ang kontrata nang sa gayon ay madala nila sa dost at notaryo. siyempre, hindi naman aabot ng buong araw ang contract signing dbuh? nararamdaman ko ang pangangailangan para manood ng sine. waah. need buh talaga? well, siyempre oo. tongikx. so nanood ako ng t2. at ang masasabi ko, "mas maganda ang part two nito." so hindi ko pinangangalandakang maganda, at mas lalong kung hindi pinagsasabi na pangit. so ganun nga, dumating ako ng bahay tapos ay nag-explain ng mga nakasaad sa kontrata. whew!

kinagabihan ay gumawa ako ng mga financial reports - report on credits and debits, mga liquidation at siyempre, mga program of expenditures. at kinaumagahan, ayun, nagstart na ang meeting, ay mali, pictorials para sa yearbook. akalain mo bang two whole page ang mga litrato ng mga loko. haha. mabuti na nga iyon eh. so dahil sa pictorials, nabusisi ko ang picture ko para sa year book. erg. mukha akong grade 6. tsk. after nun, nagkaroon kami ng meeting with the president. and as always, she talks about the PRIZE. and the great news, naisumite na sa senado ang resolusyon para sa pagkaunibersidad ng SKPSC, sana nga ay hindi na ito loko-loko. pero 90% ang chances na maisakatuparan ito by next academic year. aurgh, ouch.

after nun, nagkaroon ng deliberation sa CBL at handbook, siyempre, nasabon na naman ang gago. well, dahil natalo ako sa botohan, kinakailangan na magblack shoes ang lahat ng mga lalaki, pero di naman sinabi na kailangang leather, basta black, yun na yun. marami pang bangayan na nauwi sa masarap na kainan sa enrico's. haha. well, siyempre, busog.

nagpaunli call ako. at yun, wala akong tulog magmula ng debut ng ate ko. haha. pero ok lang, kinaumagahan, natapos ko rin ang report ko, at yun nga, umuwi na ako ng bahay. well, umuwi ako ng bahay para maligo dahil babalik na naman ako sa marbel para manood ng t2, last treat na ito ng SSC. so pinagbigyan ko, actually gensan sana kaso umalama ako dahil hindi ako pwedeng gabihin, at yun nga, hindi ako ginabi, inumaga naman. haha. naantala kasi ang oras dahil sa world of fun. pero it's worth all the money spent and time naman eh. masaya kasi and guess what, napanalunan ko pa si elmo. :]

so since na masyado ng gabi para umuwi, kinailangan kong magpalipas ng gabi sa city of goodwill kuno, ang tacurong. dun ako sa bahay nila pres. camendan, akala ko ay matutulog kami doon. yun pala, nauwi ang lahat sa paliligo sa orion pool. anim lang kami actually. ang saya diba? tongiks. pero habang naliligo kami, marami kaming napag-uusapan, love life, works, school, dreams, mga bangungot at mga maseselang paksa na hindi maari para sa mga bata. haha.

so pagkatapos, umaga na naman ulit. nagplano sana kami ng charlene na magsimba ng mga alas 8 hanggang alas 9, eh kaso, tulog pa siya. kaya yun, hindi na kami nakapagsimba. ang ginawa ko na lang ay nagshopping sa bahay ng president. kinuha ko ang kanyang aklat, jersey. at kung anu-ano pa. siyempre may consent niya naman kaya legal. haha. at.

engk. engk. text ba toh o call? hahaharharlots ulit. she send an SMS saying na "sorry :/"
sabi ko, punta na lang ako diyan, at yun, pinuntahan ko siya. mga bandang alas 11 na ata yun. nandoon ang kanyang lola, dalawang kapatid at ang kanyang pinsan at ang katipan nito. nag-usap kami at hanggang dito na lang. binigay ko sa kanya si elmo. and buhbye. :[

ai mali, bukas pa pala. magkikita pa kami sa school eh. haha. so ngayon, umuwi ako ng bahay, naligo at pumunta sa net cafe para gawin ang basurang ito. toinkx. well, spotted: mayor dado, nanggrocery sa mercury gallego branch. with body guards, he caught my attention.

anyways, i have to go.
sa mga ex-classmates ko:
WALANG IWANAN, sa bayan ni juan.

sa gurlprend ko:
KAPIT BISIG para sa pasig.

haha.
xo, eduardo.

i love you..

4:02 PM

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Thursday, April 16, 2009

i'm with my sister right now. haha.

how silly! we are here just to find someone to be called her escort on her 18th birthday. it's a brother-sister bond i guess. we are like dating. we just have a meal here at kozee rnb planet. actually, we are just here to avail the wifi, less expense for internet and surfing yet total mess for eating. haha. anyways. time runs fast, i couldn't even remember when was the last time we had fun, hanging out like friends and just be together. whew! this summer is really fun and it's always.

so now, i'm having trouble with my schedule. [as if napakagaling ko na tao noh? erg.] so the hectic sched? well, tomorrow, i'll be leaving for a beach party. it's in glan, gumasa ata [i really don't know the spelling.] but i'll bet, i won't be around for that. want to know why? my family wants me to be the incharge for all my sister's stuffs in her upcoming debut. so this is goodbye. on sunday, that's april 19, i'll be with my former classmates to have a so-called farewell party. so this is goodbye, again. haha. i hope it will be fun. next is the orientation and contract signing for dost scholarship. good thing i passed. it will be on tuesday at koronadal. the day after that will be my sister's debut and two days after that will be a special meeting with my co-senators in ssc at general santos city. erg. it's a mess. that's all for know.haha.

i have to dine and dash.

see you when i see you.

vitamin c -

"you're the reason that i breathe,

you're the reason that i still believe,

you're my destiny."

xo,
eduardo.
jai ho!"

i love you..

3:53 PM

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Monday, April 13, 2009

lunch time joke..

yaya: iho, kain ka nang mabuti ha.

iho: ayaw ko. hindi ako gutom.

yaya: sige na, papagalitan ako ng mama mo.

iho: sabi na ngang ayoko eh. yan. nawalan na ako ng gana.

yaya: bakit ka ganyan? alam mo ba na milyon-milyon ang mga bata na hindi kumakain ng wasto araw-araw samantalang libo-libo ang mga batang nagugutom sa ngayon dahil sa walang makain? alam mo masuwerte ka na sa lagay mo.

iho: kapag kinain ko ba yan, mabubusog ba ang libo-libong nagugutom at milyon-milyong hindi kumakain ng wasto??

[wateyber loser yaya!]

haay. it seems that i've screwing my life badly these past few weeks. lame emotions, critically embarassed thoughts, unhappy decisions, after all, i asked myself if that what makes me happy then why does it goes the opposite way? they say that life is too short, go on with the current. sail. follow your instincts. but i tell you, life is too short to live it as a bad person. so many questions came rushing to my mind, i pondered a bit but i faltered. it's like a caution i disobey- "don't think about it, it might kill you". i am turning into a horrible monster right now. greedy. heartless. selfish.

whew. i really don't know what to say. i run out of things to discuss. there's a lot in my mind but i can't fully express it. it's very confusing. time will heal this wound. i am under rigid self-counselling.

nywei. summer is so hot. so do i.
i am busying myself into watching one tree hill season 1-4 while watching current episodes for season 6 in etc and finding season 5. i also take time in reading books, i'm finishing prodigal summer and after it, i'll have to start twilight, new moon, eclipse, breaking dawn ang midnight summer in pdf. i scheduled myself in watching nba play-offs and planning to exposed myself into the hardcore drama.

my sister's 18th burpsdei is coming. i'm happy for her. that's all!

TIN-TIN

erg. college. college.
i need to comply requirements for college. i'll go to UP visayas this time. i passed ba political science but i had a change of my mind and so i requested a change of degree program. my preference were chemical engineering and accountancy and so wish me luck that my score would just be enough for me to have either of the two courses. results will be posted on may 11-15. aurgh.

i passed dost scholarship merit a. just sharing not bragging.
orientation will be on 21st this month.
i'm so grateful that eldridge and guillian passed too.

graduation post will be posted next time.
so tired and sick of it.

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