marked up for so long in my phone’s calendar, there’s no way i could fail to remember and overlook the 18^th day of february. so on this pleased day, i would like to give tribute to my friend who never failed me since i was in my elementary days and to a ‘sweetheart’ who never leaves me though i’m out of my mind and so mentally retarded.

so to my tff.

we were cheatmates back when we were still graders. i used to stop and relax at their house coz it was just few steps away from our school. i had a great crush on her [that is so me.] and i can’t and won’t deny it. who would never admire jo anne ‘jue’ duropan aujero? that girl who steals scene everytime. she’s beautiful, smart, talented and an icon. i have down pat when we were in the regional science youth camp, a guy approached her and asked from what division is she in. that is way too awesome. haha. every guy on our class had an infatuation towards her. i knew it coz i believe i’m one of them. nywei. guys who fall in love with her have to fall in line. it’s time to enumerate – jayroll, michael, dutch, david, kevin, stephen, lloyd, aris, earl, jd, dr, etc. [sorry jue. :D]. too much for a short description. she was also our chemistry president, school cheerleader, math wiz, journalist, model and what else can jue do? she can be weightlifter, her muscles were bigger than mine; she can also cook, her favorite dish is sinangag; she’s an undiscovered singer. btw, she acts like a boy more often than not.

[i said it’s a tribute. so i’ll keep my eyes on the goal.]

for almost 10 years we’ve been in company, i still can’t find the words that would perfectly and suitably define jo anne. she’s secretive. but that’s the way she is – full of mystery and profound. well, i am sorry for hurting her feelings with my jokes which she takes seriously most of the time; for ruining her jiffy when i provoke her to do so; i am sorry for backstabbing her [in front – backstabbing in front? haha]; for trying to lose her impetus. nywei, i want to thank her, for spending two hours of nonstop telephone conversation that pacifies me and alleviates my nerves when i don’t need someone to talk to; for letting me copy her notes coz she knows that i don’t jot notes in our subjects [next time ko na lang ibalik ang notebook mo sa calculus, di pa tapos eh. :D]; for teaching me how to blog and deal with codes; for telling me i am not wearing a proper dress and i’m ugly [haha.]; for cooperating with me during quizbees; for treating me in times that i don’t want to spend my money or tired of releasing my money or definitely having no money.

but apart from that, i want to thank her for having such a friend like her who is worth all the eye-popping laughs and heart-exhausting cries. thanks jue for sharing me everything. and on your 16^th burpsdei, i wish that you could reach your dreams, have a long and healthy life with your special someone, and be happy. happy birthday jue.!

to my gff.

charlene m. galenzoga.

for all the times she stood by me [parang kanta no? haha.], for all the laughs she shared with me, for all the split second she carved up just to be with me in times that i needed her the most, for everything – the love, care and affection… thank you.

for all the times i let her suffer the consequences of my cruelty, for acceding her be hurt by my ungentle deeds, for giving her the agony of waiting for me, for shedding tears just because i am unhappy, for conferring her the passion i must carry, for all the demises – her dreams, friendship and verve… i am sorry.

and i’m hoping that this could be the start of something new; for us to terminate our so-called immaturity and to establish something full-grown; for setting aside our worries and escape the lethal human race [acting surreal is baduy, but i want it to be sweet.]; for us to cherish the remaining 42 days if you’ll decide to continue; for me to show you that i care and love you coz that’s what i really know; for you to be around and feel my existence; for another flash – a day or a week, a month or a year, a lifetime…i love you.

well, as you can read, my major words are just consist of 8 letters. 8 letters, that’s all i want to say – thank you, i am sorry, i love you.

twilight..

-if all else perished and he remained, i should still continue to be. and if all else remained and he was annihilated, the universe would turn to a mighty stranger.-

-i don’t have the strength to stay away from you anymore.-

notice how all of a sudden love quotes revolved on twilight. but do we really need to seek for the impossible? we can’t be vampires as lovers, or be perpetual and immortal, or even perfect. but what we can do is to be just inspired by the story and stick to the reality. though we can’t be bella and edward, we can be ed and cha and create our own twilight love story.

happy birthday.

happy heart’s day.

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