Gray...


Elegance, humility, respect, reverence, stability, subtlety, wisdom, old age, anachronism, boredom, decay, decrepitude, dullness, dust, entanglement, pollution, urban sprawl, strong emotions, balance, neutrality, mourning, formality, March.


White...


Light, Reverence, purity, snow, peace, innocence, cleanliness, simplicity, security, humility, sterility, winter, coldness, criticism, surrender, cowardice, fearfulness, unimaginative, air, fire, death (Eastern cultures), hope, Aries, Pisces (star signs), bland, empty and unfriendly(interior), January, celebration.


Brides wear white to symbolize innocence and purity. White reflects light and is considered a summer color. White is popular in decorating and in fashion because it is light, neutral, and goes with everything. However, white shows dirt and is therefore more difficult to keep clean than other colors. Doctors and nurses wear white to imply sterility.




Black...


Absence, modernity, power, sophistication, formality, elegance, wealth, mystery, style, evil, death (Western cultures), fear, anonymity, anger, sadness, remorse, mourning, unhappiness, sex, seriousness, conventionality, rebellion, unity, sorrow, life, rebirth(ancient Egypt), slimming quality(fashion) January.


Black is the color of authority and power. It is popular in fashion because it makes people appear thinner. It is also stylish and timeless. Black also implies submission. Priests wear black to signify submission to God. Some fashion experts say a woman wearing black implies submission to men. Black outfits can also be overpowering, or make the wearer seem aloof or evil. Villains, such as Dracula, often wear black.




Red...


Passion, strength, energy, fire, love, sex, excitement, speed, heat, arrogance, ambition, leadership, masculinity, power, danger, gaudiness, blood, war, anger, revolution, radicalism, socialism, communism, aggression, summer, autumn, stop, Mars (planet), respect, Aries (star sign), December, the Roman Catholic Church, martyrs, the Holy Spirit.Studies show that red can have a physical effect, increasing the rate of respiration and raising blood pressure; red also is said to make people hungry; the red ruby is the traditional 40th wedding anniversary gift. Red is also the color of the devil in modern Western culture.



The most emotionally intense color, red stimulates a faster heartbeat and breathing. It is also the color of love. Red clothing gets noticed and makes the wearer appear heavier. Since it is an extreme color, red clothing might not help people in negotiations or confrontations. Red cars are popular targets for thieves. In decorating, red is usually used as an accent. Decorators say that red furniture should be perfect since it will attract attention.


The most romantic color, pink, is more tranquilizing. Sports teams sometimes paint the locker rooms used by opposing teams bright pink so their opponents will lose energy.



Blue..



The color of the sky and the ocean, blue is one of the most popular colors. It causes the opposite reaction as red. Peaceful, tranquil blue causes the body to produce calming chemicals, so it is often used in bedrooms. Blue can also be cold and depressing. Fashion consultants recommend wearing blue to job interviews because it symbolizes loyalty. People are more productive in blue rooms. Studies show weightlifters are able to handle heavier weights in blue gyms.


Green..


Currently the most popular decorating color, green symbolizes nature. It is the easiest color on the eye and can improve vision. It is a calming, refreshing color. People waiting to appear on TV sit in "green rooms" to relax. Hospitals often use green because it relaxes patients. Brides in the Middle Ages wore green to symbolize fertility. Dark green is masculine, conservative, and implies wealth. However, seamstresses often refuse to use green thread on the eve of a fashion show for fear it will bring bad luck.


Yellow..


Cheerful sunny yellow is an attention getter. While it is considered an optimistic color, people lose their tempers more often in yellow rooms, and babies will cry more. It is the most difficult color for the eye to take in, so it can be overpowering if overused. Yellow enhances concentration, hence its use for legal pads. It also speeds metabolism.


Purple..


The color of royalty, purple connotes luxury, wealth, and sophistication. It is also feminine and romantic. However, because it is rare in nature, purple can appear artificial.


Brown..


Solid, reliable brown is the color of earth and is abundant in nature. Light brown implies genuineness while dark brown is similar to wood or leather. Brown can also be sad and wistful. Men are more apt to say brown is one of their favorite colors.

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1. i realized that a perfect meal won't satisfy an empty heart even if having a hungry stomach. Eating what you want, what your body needs with a heavy heart is wasting coz it will never give you a full apetite. If your stomach lacks food, give it someting to digest; if your heart and soul are hungry, then they just another food.


2. i realized that i really don't need a bestfriend (bi.ef) coz i have plenty of true friends (tii.ef). A friend of mine told me that her bestfriend is "JC". I was intrigued and it really trigger me to ponder for a while. But before I sign off and go to bed, i finally figured it out that she was referring to "Jesus Christ" as JC. From that, I made up my mind that life is not wasted without a bestfriend (i'm a monophobic - i hate to be alone and i have this 'inferiority complex' according to my classmate) which I thought would complete some of the missing pieces of my life.


3. i realized that watching tv can make my tears fall and be sentimental. One Tree Hill Season 3 (a recall) on ETC, La Corda d'oro Primo Passo on Animax, songs on MYX, etc. - these are some of the tear-jerker and makes me sob for a while, thinkin' that life, love, laughters and friendship after all are essential to me especially that i'm graduating from secondary - stepping out of the portals of my school would mean temporary goodbyes to friends, to my 'partz', and even to the life that I used to live.


4. i realized that i really miss my 'partz' and the more i take few steps away from her, the more i found myself coming back to where my heart belongs. She's in Bohol now and she had just celebrated her 14th birthday there. Communication is quite hard for the us - for the both of us. Instant messaging, phone calls and personal conversations are seldom. I tried to be busy with my summer class, doing house chores and writing posts but her absence makes me feel that I need her that much to hate that I love her... Surreal? that's teenage love.. :)


5. i realized that Calculus will do nothing for me. Functions, limits, derivatives, etc. are just mind-disturbing if you are not interested with it.. It will only make me me puke and nosebleed. This is absurd - it can't even help me with future problems i'm going to face... but still i can't quit this, i'll be using it in college..huhu :(


6. i realized that there are some things beyond my control and reach. Call me ambitious and i'll agree with you. I believe dreams are dreams unless you wake up. But being an intimate dreamer, some of my dreams are too good to be true, they always stay to where they must be - in the dreamland! There are instances that no matter what you do - the hardships, efforts, etc. - you must learn to accept that enough is enough, stop and twist it up. Try something new. But still i keep on pursuing it. They may be miles away but they are just like the buuterflies, they will just lay down on your shoulders when they know that you are tired of trying to grasp them.


7. i realized that life is so beautiful only if you know how to deal with it. Life is a game, full of adventures; a journey, there are bus stops; a roller coaster, full of ups and downs, etc. - these are some of its definition but for me? it's a book with endles chapters but it won't make a sense if you won't read it. Live life, use it wisely. Live it now not tomorrow.


8. i realized that Philippines suck when it comes to politics, economy and technology. Any violent reaction? Correct me if i'm wrong..


9. i realized that everything means nothing without them (Him, her and them).. Imagine life without God, family, friends and someone that you love who loves you back. It's like closing your naked eyes, then... [toot][toot] dark, isn't it?


10. i realized that '[r][e][a][l][i][z][e]' is a nice song. Thankz to Colbie Caillat!

Is it proper to call her my “ex”? uhm, we don’t exactly have what they call “commitment” or “official relationship” as what others entitle it yet we have reach the point of “mutual understanding” - if not, it’s more than that. I told her before that I love her, and she did say that se loves me too… we share some of our dreams, hopes and misery, and help work thing out in order to get out of that hellhole. But all in a sudden came to a hopeless, happy ending. She bade goodbye and it’s my fault. Still it’s good for the both of us – better I guess. We’re friends and she even offer herself to be my bestfriend.

Being a high school apprentice is quite insane, unsound, full of defects and imperfections. Studies suck, love rocks – I’d learn all of these in my secondary. Failing grades, preoccupied and abstracted presence, crapulence [nah…omg! It’s one of my dirty little secrets. I was once intoxicated by alcohol, and still elated until now for sometimes..], hallucination, marcascence and many more but all in a sudden change when she left me. She made me realize that I am that bad to be her first and last…

I’ve been courting her for almost two years – since first year! I don’t know how to define love before, all I know is she’s special to me and I care for her (that was before). I can still remember before she went to Singapore for a vacation. I thought that “we are”, “we are” in a sense that we both agreed to enter no-commitment relationship (I hope that she won’t deny it, understood it well or else I will be embarrassed for fabricating things I though was real to my sight, mind and heart). No commitment – no rules, no break-ups, no LQ’s, no reason to be jealous yet after all, “we are” though we are not. Confusing? Then forget that you’ve read everything within this post…

And because we are in a no-commitment relationship, I believe it’s ok to fall in love with someone. I just want to make it clear that I didn’t play around. Sometimes, no matter how secure you are to someone’s arm, no matter how tightly you hold on to that person, you’ll find yourself falling dangerously in love with someone else. Until, I reached the point of which is which? I’ve been abash choosing who would finally take charge of my heart but sad to say she’d gave up. According to my classmate, she said goodbye and that’s the end of it. It hurts, I sob but after all I live life. I can’t call her my “ex” coz I know I don’t’ have the right to knowing that we didn’t have any formal relationship – it’s just a childish fushigi yuugi. I remained silent and didn’t brag about it anymore. My heart was broken and it took more or less 6 months to be fixed and beat again. Believe it or not – I got over her.

From that, I realized that we are not meant for each other and I deserve someone better. ‘yung tipong mahal na mahal ako at mahal na mahal ko. Yung taong di ako kayang saktan at kung sakaling magkaganun ay di niya ako iiwan; at kung hahantong man sa pamamaalamay masasabi kong masaya akong naging bahagi siya ng mundo kong minsang tumigil sa pag-ikot, nasaktanngunit tuloy pa ring umiikot dahil sa kanya’. And I guess, I found her. I don’t mind if she’s not my first coz my point is – will she be the last?..♥

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I just want to comment on the past happenings on Pinoy Big Brother Teen Edition Plus... my comment is focusing on the acts of Priscilla, Nicole, Beauty and Valerie... These 4 lass, for me, are the mean girls - i mean what i'd stated but with no harm if you are one of the fans of anyone of these four gals. Priscilla is quite belligerent in a sense that she is not too hospitable in welvomung Shy - the Houseplayer ng Bayan - inside Kuya's House... She's making her own "praning theories" such as the overtake of Shy on Nicosef's friendship same as to Beaulex's and herself to Rona. That's annoying!

This is the summary of what really happened based on PBB's website. On the house player ng bayan’s first day with the teens, Rona obliged to update Shy with what’s happening inside the house. She also took the chance to get to know the new girl from Pasay and soon they were fast friends. However, Shy seems to have rubbed the other girls the wrong way and often talked in secret about her. First they felt that she has a strong personality and is trying to snag Josef away from Nikki. Beauty also thinks she’s after Alex now, obviously threatened by Shy’s boldness towards the boys. Rona reminded them that they shouldn’t be too judgmental but the other girls alienated her instead since she looked liked she’d rather be with her new friend. Beauty was so affected by Rona taking sides that she shared the issue to her mom. Mommy Carina advised her daughter to stop saying bad things against Rona for she and the other girls would be seen as antagonists.

Beauty relayed her mom’s words to Priscilla and the two cemented a new alliance against Rona and Shy. However their conversation about the matter was cut short when Rona confronted them about the issue. Beauty, without batting an eyelash, said that she was upset with Rona befriending the new girl and it would take time for her to be close with the teen debater.Priscilla also added that as the original housemates they should stick together. Rona apologized then exited the room, unaware that she has offended the other girls. Once Rona was out of earshot, Priscilla told Beauty that the teen debater was probably headed to the confession room to tattle on them. Beauty then remembered her mom’s advice and told Pris that they should take heed of it or else appear to be the mean girls.

On the other hand, Valerie said that she’s for the unity of the girl housemates but she also understands what Rona is going through. She knows that Rona only wanted everyone to be open to Shy and not make her feel out of place. However, Valerie thinks Shy is an attention seeker and said that all the girls should just give the new housemate a cold shoulder.

See? Don't they deserve to be called mean girls? ahuh ahuh....

As it is, the peace was already disturbed big time. The girls banded against one of their own, taking into offense the hospitality shown the newcomer. Rona, who took it upon herself to acclimatize Shy, found herself on the defensive as the other girls felt she was betraying them. At a loss, she approached Kuya, expressing her feelings of frustration and loneliness. Kuya reminded her that, out of 10 housemates, only 3 were mad at her. She then talked to Nan and Robi to ease her worries. Soon, the other girls took their turn at the Confession Room. Said Priscilla, “Sabihin na natin kay Kuya bago tayo tuluyang masira sa kanya.” For fear that Rona has told on them, they felt they should explain their side. If they were expecting a coddling from Kuya to appease them, they were sadly mistaken. Kuya wasn’t the least bit happy with the recent issues, and told them so. In argument to Val’s statement that one shouldn’t judge others, especially without knowing them fully (referring to Shy’s earlier stance that seemed to target Nikki and Josef’s supposed relationship in the house), Kuya reminded them that it was them who first judged Shy. Though he wasn’t absolving Shy of all blame, Kuya sated that the bulk of the wrong was by them, especially Pris who was vocal in expressing her distrust at first sight of Shy. Kuya was disappointed at their lack of hospitality, and asked them how they would feel if they were made to feel unwelcome. Pris then broke down, explaining that she was just helping her friends, but Kuya stuck to his word and told her to take it constructively, that of all she should be the one to understand the pain of discrimination.

I like what Kuya said to Priscilla, "sa lahat ng mga housemates, hindi ba't ikaw dapat ang mas higit na nakakaalam nd salitang 'diskriminasyon'." So my final words, for Priscilla - "insecurities can cause massive brain damage or shall i say emotional disabilities", for the three girls - " hindi lahat ng sinusunod ng nakararami ay tama, at hindi lahat ng sinusunod ng iilan ay mali. Learn to stand your own, and gain conviction and integrity", and for Rona - "a man with integrity and reputation is worth all the things others can own in the world". ♥

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The prince is sleeping quietly when there's a "bratatat" coming from the door (i'm referring to the speech or the litany of my beloved mother). That's too early for a prince to wake up coz it's just 5 in the morning. But he didn't followed his mom, he just keep on dreaming instead. uhm, he didn't know that the purpose of the wake up call is to be pleased to assist his lil bro on his adventures (that's the interview portion of my bro in school in order to pass). But to his astonishment! His brother is crying and his father is on flaring mode... [o][m][g]! So, he rushed to the bathroom to take a bath. But there's another problem - his clothes are wet coz they were washed yesterday! He seek for a way to get rid of the problem that's why he decided to put his pants on the back part of the fridge... then suddenly.... "broom" his father's vehicle seems to tell that they could no longer wait for him...oh no! Nevertheless. the fairy came in to give him something to wear (and that's my younger sister who lends me her jogging pants). The day was saved...

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uhm, this is M-O-N-D-A-Y in our house... tsk... quite busy yet fun...
the girl beside me is 'wena' - my little sister...
the other one in black is my sister 'tin'.... she's from ilo-ilo
the other one is my cousin 'mae anne'and that little one is my cousin 'marmar'...

now, my little bro 'james' is taking as of the moment his entrance exam in our school. he will be soon undertaking what i've been through in 4 years of nothing but reading books and playing with friends...uhm, the other one missing in the pic is my other younger sister 'ging'... she's quite busy in house works and we let her do things she wants like chatting with her bestfriend in the backyard... nah...

our parents are currently at work... my 'nanay' will be presenting her financial report to the DBM while my 'tatay' is busy in school activities coz he is the campus executive officer. as a form of designation of committees in our house, we made it systematic and clear... my siseter will be incharge in the kitchen - cooking, cleaning, preparation and anything that takes place in the kitchen... 'wena' is up to washing the dishes from morning til' i say so (joke, just until the evening). uhm, 'ging' is assigned to the living room - sweeping and everything (btw, she's our 'bunso')... my lil bro is in school right now so he's excempted... and me..? i will be the waterer today... i'll water my mom's very besfriend - orchid!

this is my sister, and it's her free and vacant time... she's busy cutting picz for her scrap book but i call it crap book coz it looks like a piece of crap... just kidding! she's also been busy studying 'autocad' coz she's having difficulties when we talk abou that... and guess what is her biggest problem...? she doesn't know how to run her own 'friendster'... she always ask for my help to deal with friendster problems... hahaha... silly sis!.. uhm, btw, she'll be a sophomore this upcoming school year.. and i wish her more strength for school and a healthy lovelife... tsk.....♥

uhm, that's me... it's quite unusual for me to deal today's adventure coz i'm really tired after yesterday's hang-over! uhm, i'm really tired and very boored! nah... i can't help myself to sleep and sleep and sleep...tsk... uhm, i'm quite busy for my assessment... tsk (is the spelling correct? i haven't took a note of it when we are having a spelling quiz in my second year..lolz).. one of the things i'm busy also is dancing and watching endless shows and movies in our television....♥

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"Life is Too Short"
(first aired on last Monday - April 28, 2008)

Nathan and Haley throw a birthday party for Jamie. Deb hired a clown, and Haley is not happy with it since it's a creepy one. Lindsey returns to Tree Hill for Jamie's birthday, which gives Lucas hope that the relationship will be rekindled. When Dan arrives, Deb's mood swings fast and in the meantime Brooke and Peyton attend the party with baby Angie.

Quotes:

Brooke: Do you ever wanna go back? I remember being sixteen and everything just seemed much easier. Would you do it differently?

Lucas: Hmm… I'd try and appreciate the things I took for granted, but… I think we have to go through all of this stuff, you know, to get to the places we want to be.

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i was tagged by jue and mike

rules:

1.each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about himself/herself.

2.bloggers tagged need to write ten things and post the rules.

3.at the end of the blog,you need to choose ten people you're going to tag and list their names.

4.don't forget to comment to their site that they're tagged.



1. i love my girlfriend <3. I miss her too! My family knows her but as my love team in school but not a real life partner... :( We are born in love last Decemeber 18 making every 18 our day.. And i tell you, i love her with no regret but ain't sure if we are really meant.

2. i'm definitely hooked to chocolates (even if we're not that rich to buy all the chocolates in the world, lolz) and numbers (I'm not that smart and I don't like the subject neither). We are not that rich but when it comes to chocolates, i always make a way to deal with it, and numbers? nah... who doesn't want to count money?

3. i want to escape reading, memorizing and public speaking (I'm aloof when it comes to publicity-oriented activities). My mother told me that my voice is not good so i'm avoiding myself to speak. I'm a book lover but to read all those crazy stuff....OMG, i'm very selective.. To tell you, I really hate Social Studies and Environmental Science, it makes me puke that's why i got low grades in these subjects...

4. i get mad easily, and i freak out with no valid reasons to do so... I'm a monster! I do freak a lot of times, why? i can't resist and control my anger.

5. music and dancing are my drugs (i can't imagine life without these). Dancing? I dance everyday - in my room, in school, in the hallway, in the streets, etc... Music? I open the stereo every morning just to hear songs that makes me inspired..

6. i envy rich, glamorous and fabulous people. I wish I could be like them so I can make my life easier but still, I'm grateful with my family coz' they support me in what endeavor I take.

7. Hanazakarino Kimitachihe really rocks my soul! Nah, Joey is beautiful (She's a member of S.H.E).

8. i want to go to college! I want it so I can meet new faces, new friends and new adventures. I'm sick with high school life.

9. i love ONE TREE HILL. The story, the cast and the scenes are really fabulous! Who said that men are not mellow dramatic? well, i'll prove you wrong coz i'm a 'drama-series addicr'...

10. i hate summer.

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