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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

April 30, 2008
08:45 AM, Wednesday

Posted 08:50 AM Wednesday (April 30, 2008)
"*addicted to "I'M YOURS"!*"

nah... Jason Mraz caught my attention with his song "i'm yours". I've heard this song on MYX yesterday but I'm not sure if this was an old song produced last year. uhm, actually it's my sister's song. She really love the way it was sang and the rythm of the song. But as I've finally heard this song, whew! It was fabulous, awesome! Something which is different from what is commonly talk-about songs in the community.

The lyrics of the song was definitely planned and suited for my emotions. Well, after all, it was just for me. So if you want to know more about this song, here are the lyrics and below is the biography of my idol, tsk...♥

"I'm Yours"

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours

*scat*

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm sure
(there's no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, i'm yours 2x

no please don't complicate, our time is short
this is our fate, im yours.
no please don't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved
open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved...

ABOUT HIM

Jason Thomas Mraz (born June 23, 1977) is an American singer-songwriter, born and raised in Mechanicsville, Virginia, a suburb of Richmond. Mraz is an eclectic artist with multiple and varied stylistic influences, including pop, rock, folk, jazz, country, and hip hop. He has played with various artists, including The Rolling Stones, Bob Dylan, Dave Matthews Band, James Blunt, Gavin DeGraw, Paula Cole, John Popper, Alanis Morissette, The Ohio Players, Rachael Yamagata, and Jewel.

Mraz graduated from Lee-Davis High School in Mechanicsville, Virginia. During high school, Mraz was an active cheerleader. After a brief stint studying musical theater at the American Musical and Dramatic Academy in New York, he moved to San Diego. In 2002, Mraz signed to Elektra Records, returning to Virginia to work with producer John Alagía on his major label debut release, Waiting for My Rocket to Come, which would be certified platinum by the RIAA in July 2004 and reach #2 on Billboard's Heatseekers Chart. His first single, "The Remedy (I Won't Worry)," was co-written by music production team The Matrix. Mraz's friend and former roommate Billy "Bushwalla" Galewood also collaborated on the album, co-writing "Curbside Prophet", the album's second single, and "I'll Do Anything". In June and July of 2005, Mraz opened for Alanis Morissette during her Jagged Little Pill Acoustic Tour. On July 26, 2005, he released his second major-label album, Mr. A-Z, for Atlantic Records. It entered the Billboard 200 album chart at number 5. In December, the album earned a Grammy Award nomination for Best Engineered Album, Non-Classical, while its producer, the prolific Steve Lillywhite, received a nomination for Producer of the Year.

Mraz began his long-running tour in support of Mr. A-Z at the San Diego Music Awards on September 12. The tour featured a variety of opening acts, including Bushwalla and Tristan Prettyman, with whom he had co-written the duet "Shy That Way" in 2002. Mraz and Prettyman dated, co-writing the songs "Shy That Way" and "All I Want For Christmas is Us". In November 2005, Mraz opened for the Rolling Stones on five dates during their 2005–2006 world tour. Also in 2005, Mraz was one of many singers featured in the fall advertisement campaign for The Gap entitled "Favorites". The music-themed campaign also featured other singers including Michelle Branch, Joss Stone, Keith Urban, Alanis Morissette, Brandon Boyd, and Michelle Williams.

In March 2006, Mraz also performed for the first time at a sold-out (one month before the actual performance date) performance in Singapore with Toca as part of the annual Mosaic Music Festival. In October 2005, Mraz did an interview with High Times magazine in which he claims that "Pot laws don't exist in our world" referring to himself and his band. He also claims that producer Steve Lillywhite would tell him and his bandmates to take LSD over the weekend to gain perspective and creativity. In May 2006, Mraz toured mostly small venues and music festivals in the U.S., along with a few shows in the United Kingdom and Ireland. The tour included a May 6, 2006 acoustic show with P.O.D., Better Than Ezra, Live, and The Presidents of the United States of America. Mraz was featured as a headlining guest of St. Louis's annual Fair St. Louis and performed a free concert at the base of the Arch on July 1, 2006. In December 2006, Selections for Friends, the live, online-only album recorded during the Songs for Friends Tour, was released. Selections for Friends features Jason's favorite songs from the Schubas Tavern and Villa Montalvo shows he played in July 2006. Jason Mraz began 2007 by debuting his new single "The Beauty in Ugly", an earlier track penned by Mraz entitled "Plain Jane" that he rewrote for the ABC TV show Ugly Betty. The song was featured as a part of ABC's "Be Ugly in '07" campaign. He has since released a song in Spanish entitled "La Nueva Belleza (The New Beauty)".

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Monday, April 21, 2008

April 21, 2008

02:03 PM, Monday
Posted 02:23 PM Monday (April 21, 2008)

"*my sister is finally back!*"

yeah, ryt! my sistah is back from Iloilo...(KRISTINE JOY ALIDO) .... :)! Yesterday, she arrived with my father around 4 in the afternoon. uhm, She had to wait for my paertz there coz my paertz attended a seminar there (another reason is due to some uncertainties in college - incomplete grades, projects compliance, etc, btw she's taking Architecture at West Visayas College of Science and Technology). I'm happy that she's finally home coz I miss our misunderstandings, the screams, the laughs, the sharings, everything...*zzzz*. Maybe if she's reading this, she'll wonder why would I miss her (as a sibling, i don't want to show her how i feel coz it will drive her mad). Uhm, my sis, she's a good daughter, i guess, to our parentz... She's also friendly but she's definitely unpredictable, she sometimes freaks out and I can't fathom or understand why she's acting that way... Well, enough for that, coz if she's really reading this, *[O][M][G]* she'll yell at me.

I'm astonished! uhm, she brought me a bag (yah, for the first time, she gave something on me). She also brought me a SUN cellular sim, it's cool coz she's also a SUN subscriber. And whoah! Lots of food...lolz, (piaya, biscocho, ensaymada, butterscoth, moist choco, etc).

Just this morning, she changed the arrangement of our house. The living room and the study room, she switched it. She's really an architect but not an interior designer, i guess...♥

well, enough! It's her birthday tomorrow, she's turning 17... Old enough, i presume...

happy birthday!♥ <3

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Friday, April 18, 2008

April 18, 2008
01:49 PM, Friday

Posted 02:12 PM Friday (April 18, 2008)
"*it's 18*"

Panahon na rin ang tumangay sa aking murang kaisipan na ipagsigawan sa buong mundo ang dugong nananalaytay sa aking patang pangangatawan. Dala na rin siguro ng panibugho sa kasalukuyang estado, nais kong ipahayag ang aking damdamin sa sariling pananalita. Marahil nga ay di ako kasing tatas sa Filipino at kasing makata ng mga katoto kong sina Jed at Jue, gayumpaman mas nakahihigit pa rin ang lahing Pilipino. Mangmang kung ako'y turingan pagdating sa Ingles, maraming kamalian pagdating sa mga bahagi ng pananalita (parts of speech), ngunit ito'y patunay lamang na ako ay tao. Ang pagsalin ko sa Filipino ay hindi isang pagtakas o paglisan sa aking kawalang muwang sa Ingles, ito'y dahil sa kagustuhan ko na rin. Malay natin sa mga susunod pang mga araw, baka bukas o sa makalawa ay balik na rin ako sa pilit at di kagandahang pag-Iingles.

Nais kong simulan ang bagong yugto sa aking 'blog' sa isang kuwento o pangyayari sa aking buhay pag-ibig ♥ (tsk...isang balighong pagmamahal). Ngayon ay diseotso ng Abril (April 18,2008) at ano ngayon? Kakasiwalat ko lang kahapon na ang araw na ito ay isang espesyal na araw para sa akin at sa Laura ng aking buhay (ako si Florante... hakhak). Kaninang umaga, kagigising ko pa lamang ay siya na ang unang pumasok sa aking isipan - kung kumain na ba siya, kung maayos na ba ang kanyang tulog kagabi, kung abala siya atbp. Pagbangon ko ay sinimulan ko nang tapusin ang mga gawain ko sa bahay nang sa gayon ay maaga akong matapos at dali-daling tumungo sa kanilang tahanan at ibigay ang aking kakarampot na 'regalo' (regalo nga ba o isang hamak na basura?). Laman ng nasabing regalo ang isang kard na naglalaman ng mga katagang - "meeting you was fate, being friend with you was my choice, but loving you was beyond my control". Kalakip rin nito ang isang plaka (cd) ng mga paborito kong awitin:

DESTINY

baby, you're my destiny, you and i were meant to be

YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL

i will never let you fall

i'll stand with you forever

i'll be there for you through it all

even if saving you sends me to heaven

WHEN YOU LOOK ME IN THE EYES

when you look me in the eyes

and tell me that you love me

everything's alright

ONE AND ONLY YOU

i take one step away

and i found myself coming back

to you, my one and only you

at marami pang ibang kantang nakakapagpapapintig ng aking naninigang na puso (sana'y nagustuhan niya rin ang mga awiting ito). Ngayong hapon lamang ay natuloy na ang aking lakad sa kanilang bahay. Sinama ko ang kaklase kong si Peyt na kanya ring kapitbahay. Pagdating ko roon ay binigay ko na ang dapat ibigay at mabilis na umalis. Kung mapapansin niyo ay walang naganap na pagniniig o pag-uusap, ito'y sa dahilang wala na akong mahihiling pang iba basta kasama ko lang siya (nakzzzz....♥). uhm,

'sa bawat ngiti sa kanyang mukha ay nakikita kong kailangan niya ako,
may katotohanan sa kanyang mga matang nagsasabing di niya ako iiwan,
ang haplos ng kanyang mga kamay ay parang sasaluhin niya ako kung ako'y mahuhulog,
mas ramdam ko ang lahat, pag wala siyang salitang inuusal.'

♥...labyoo partz....♥

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Thursday, April 17, 2008

April 17, 2008

03:00 PM, Thursday

Posted 03:05 PM Thursday (April 17, 2008)

"*bein' busy for nothing*"

It's been a long time since I opened my site...*zZzzzZz*! wELL, if you're curious why is that so, uhm, I really don't know the answer... lolz. I'm definitely insane as of the moment. I'm out of myself and I don't know why... I might be excited, hopeless, lonely ar anything...

I'd finished my job today. I made a letter, download songs, made a card. I'm busy preparing for tomorrow! Today is 17 and tomorrow is? Well, obviously it's 18! *whew*. If you really read this or interested about it, you might be asking what's with the '18th' day of April. I guess no one is fond of this blogsite anyway, so I'll express the mistery of the '18'.

it's not my birthday! yeah, it's not! I was born on October 29, 1992 and so 18 is not my nativity.

it's not my father's birthday nor my mother! It's not even the birthdate of anyone in the family.

it's not also the birthday of my friend, my classmate or a well-known passer by to my life .

well, if it's not what you think it is as I thought you were thinkin', then what's really with the '18'?

to finally end this up, tomorrow will be our 4th month (the 4th month with someone I never thought I'd ever catch).♥

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Friday, April 11, 2008

April 11, 2008
01:25 PM, Friday
Posted 01:32 PM Friday (April 11, 2008)
"*global warming*"

As i'm going to this internet cafe, where i'm writing my stupid posts that no one reads, i can feel the intensity of the heat. *augh*, it really hurts as it penetrates to the tiny pores of my skin. What's more disgusting is the fact that it's not just the heat from the sun that contributes to the alarming warming. Yeah, i'm referring to the acts of human. Shame on us! The massive production of carbon, the release of it through pollution (the air from the vehicles contribute to the greatest concern of the society since it is carbon monoxide, still it's carbon) and exhaling (as we exhale, carbon dioxides get out of our body) are one of things that should be considered, minimized and regulated wisely of everyone.

Uhm, global warming is another term for climate change just like what happened during the ice age. But the only difference with the present condition is the contribution of the human beings which constitute a greater possibility of risk and a possibility also to prevent it. As we all know, global warming is as to the greenhouse effect. The heat is trapped because of the carbon on the air sphere.

It's really threatening for us, the new generation of youth, to overcome and respond positively to the mistakes of those ahead of us. Well, this is fate's decree, we cannot change what is meant to be. My point is, we should not take this as nothing. Instead of arguing whose fault is this or express our despair of what's happening, we must accept this and work this out to save ourselves. It's never too late to begin. We should impose this on our mind. The decision is on our hands, if not now? then when..?

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April 11, 2008

12:18 PM, Friday

Posted 12:35 PM Friday (April 11, 2008)

"*so senti*"

i cried.

i laugh.

i sob.

i giggle.

I cried...

I love last night's show - STEP UP 2! Yeah boi... I love the dance - the contemporary jazz, the ballet and the hiphop! The lead cast was "Andy", she's an ordinary girl with the passion and perseverance when it comes to dancing. I really admire her (i'm also a dancer, not that good yet not that bad too). The influence of dancing can bring a great chances to one's character. The story is centered on the 'dance crew' of Andy - made up of different personalities yet united with one goal to dance, dance and dance. I've learned from it that if you want one thing you must be focused and be ready to sacrifice everything even if it means that you must go back to the very beginning and start from scratch. Another is, if you are really a true friend, you must go with what is good for your friend...

Dancing is my life. Dancing is my drugs.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

I laugh...

HANA KIMI. I'm hooked with it's yesterday's episode - the misfortunes of Wesley, the pragmatic attitude of Brian and the happiness of Joey. It's fun to watch a girl in bunches of boys pretending she's one of them. That's really love! It will conquer all.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

I sob...

I really hate to see the last show! Digimon Adventure was over at Hero TV. *augh*, no more 'palmon' - my favorite digital monster. What really drove me to sob is when the humans finally bid good byes to their digimon, [h][u][h][u]. The fun was over. The digimons are alone in their world, no more human friends and masters. Adventures are done. I even wonder that I, myself, cried - the tears suddenly fell when palmon didn't showed up to Mimi. Maybe i'm just pessimistic with what reality could bring - sweet goodbyes.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

I giggle...

Hmmn? Well, the reason behind my smiles today is the marks i'd left yesterday. The tears I shed rebelliously are worth with my happiness today. Sometimes, I realized why people cried is because they want their eyes to run dry so joy can penetrate. And that's it!

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Wednesday, April 9, 2008

April 9, 2008
1:18 PM, Wednesday

Posted 01:30 PM Wednesday (April 9, 2008)
"*LOVE*"

LOVE ME FOR A REASON,

LET THE REASON BE LOVE....

buhay nga naman oh... daming trials, i'm beginning to doubt all the persons around me...

who knows how to identify the "true one" from the "pretending one"...?

i hope i can cope with my present situation...

hmmmp......

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

uhm, since crib kuh toh, i can say what i want naman cguro, dbuh..?

i'm really happy to meet my 'girl'...

she's my everything, i guess...

pero paminsan-minsan, medyo nagiging tupakin ata nobyo nya...

ang pangalan noon ay 'eduardo' ata...

mapagkubli dbuh..?

gago kasi yun!

masyadong pabaya; dami na nga cgurong pagkukulang ang lalakeng yun...

minsan, manhid yung lalake...

hindi nya alam kung paano alagaan yung 'partz' nya...

naaawa na nga akuh dun sa babae pero wala akuh maggawa...

gusto kuh siyang awitan...

Umiiyak ka na naman

Lang-hiya talaga wala ka bang ibang alam

Namumugtong mga mata

Kailan pa ba kaya ikaw magsasawa sa problema na iyong panapasan

Hatid sa'yo ng bofriend mong hindi ma maintindihan

May kuwento kang pangdrama na naman

Parang pang-tv na walang kaapusan

Hanggang kailan ka ba ganyan

Hindi mo ba alam na walang pupuntahan

ang pagtiyaga mo diyan sa boyfriend mong tanga

na wala nang ginawa kundi ang paluhain ka

(chorus)

Sa libu-libong pagkakataon na tayo'y nagkasama

iilang ukit pa lang kitang nakitang masaya

naiinis akong isipin na ginaganyan ka niya

siguro ay hindi niya lang alam ang 'yong tunay na halaga

Hindi na dapat pad-usapan pa

Napapagod na rin ako sa aking kakasalita

Hindi ka rin naman nakikinig

Kahit sobrang pagod na ang aking bibig

Sa mga payo kong di mo pinapansin

Akala mo'y nakikinig di rin naman tatanggapin

Ayoko nang isipin pa

Di ko alam ba't di mo makayanan na iwanan siya

Ang dami-dami naman diya'ng iba

Huwag kang mangangambang baka wala ka nang ibang makita

na lalaki na magmamahal sa'yo

at hinding-hindi niya sasayangin ang pag-ibig mo

(repeat chorus)

(bridge)

Minsan hindi ko maintindihan

Parang ang buhay natin ay napatitripan

Medyo malabo yata ang mundo

Binabasura ng iba ang siya'ng pinapangarap ko

(repeat chorus)

sana nga maging maayos na yung lalake,

sana di na niya sasaktan ang babae

kasi pagsinaktan nya, akuh ang makakaharap niya...

alam kuh naman kasi na mahal siya ng lalake...

tanga lang cguro yun kaya nagkakaganoon...

sabi ng lalake, masaya daw siya pagkasama niya ang babae...

sabi naman ng babae, ganun' din...

sana ayos na ang lahat..

para kahit papano, maging masaya naman akuh...

_ang konsensya ni eduardo_

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April 9, 2008

10:48 AM, Wednesday
Posted 11:43 AM Wednesday (April 9, 2008)
"*HATRED*"

F***

IF YOU H-A-T-E ME....

I'LL LEARN TO HATE YOU TOO...

MAYBE NOT NOW...

BUT TOMORROW, I GUESS!

YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE...

I'M NOT A-N-G-R-Y or M-A-D

at you...

I'm just disappointed...

TWICE

*zZzZz*

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April 9, 2008
10:48 AM, Wednesday

Posted 11:06 AM Wednesday (April 9, 2008)
"i'm sick of love songs..."

This lines really crushed my heart into pieces...

I'm currently listening to "Love Song" by Sara Bareilles.

"Promise me that you'll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone
'cause I believe there's a way you can love me
Because I say
I won't write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
Is that why you wanted a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that
There's a reason to
Write you a love song today"

Another is the "No Air" by Jordin Sparks.

So how do you expect me to live alone with just me?

cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I'm supposed 2 breathe with no air?

Can't live, can't breathe with no air

It's how I feel whenever you ain't there

It's no air, no air

"Stop and Stare" by OneRepublic

Stop and stare

I think I'm moving, but I go nowhere

Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared

But I've become what I can't be

Stop and stare

You start to wonder why you're here not there

And you'd give anything to get what's fair

But fair ain't what you really need

Oh, can you see what I see

"True Friend" by Miley Cyrus

You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside when somethin ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
Till it's alright again
You're a true friend

"Destiny" by Jim Brickman

what if i never knew

what if i never found you

i never had this feeling in my heart

how did this come to be

i dont know how you found me

but from the moment i saw you

deep inside my heart i knew

chorus:

baby your my destiny

you and i were meant to be

with all my heart and soul

ill give my love to have and hold

and as far as i can see

you were always meant to be my destiny

oooohhhhh

i wanted someone like you

someone that i could hold on to

and give my love until the end of time

oohhh

but forever was just a word (just a word)

something id only heard about

but now youre always there for me

when you say forever i believe

chorus:

baby your my destiny

you and i were meant to be

with all my heart and soul

ill give my love to have and hold

and as far as i can see

you were always meant to be my destiny

oooooohhhh

baby all we need is just a little faith

cuz baby i believe

that love will find a way

heyyyyyyyy

ohhh

baby your my destiny

you and i were meant to be

with all my heart and soul

ill give my love to have and hold

and as far as i can see from now until eternity

you were always meant to be my destinyyyy

youre my destiny yeahh yeahh oohhh

That's for now...

More heart-breaking songs when I return...

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Monday, April 7, 2008

April 7, 2008
03:48 PM, Monday
Posted 4:04 PM Monday (April 7, 2008)
"yeah, i'm in it!..."

About 7 o'clock this morning, I received a phone call from my classmate, 'Peyt'. She told me that 'Patty' called her up to tell me that we will be having our monthly meeting at the SSC Office at our school (for the info of those who read this post, i'm an officer in our school together with the college and i'm proud that I'm the top senator, that's the 3rd highest position in the school body system...[g][e][e]). *Hmmp*, I was really tired that time, I just came up out of bed...*zZzZz*. Well, i informed my 'Nanay' about it. But I said to myself that I won't join the said affair coz I'll be heading to Polomolok (uhm, that's the pineapple capital of the Philippines, I presume). Nevertheless, she told me to attend coz we will be meeting the president of the school (that's Dr. Nelson T. Binag..lolz as if anyone knows him..tsk). So I hurried to take a bath, dressed up and rushed to the school...

When I reached the school vicinity, I directed myself to the SSC Office. I arrived there early but the meeting was over, the clerk told me that the officers were at the President's Office. So I ran to the office...*pook*. I'm about to enter the room, but when I peep into the window, [o][m][g], there they are! The parliamentary table was all set and the president was sitting at the center, where he can notice anyone that may enter the room. HaAay.o, I'm really ashamed to come inside, then the guard opened the door for me! Even if i have second thoughts of entering, I just showed up with no face since the door was finally open... HmMmp, to my surprise, the president offered a seat! The table was out of chair, and so I decided to take it...

Now, the meeting proper... Uhm, they were discussing the accomplishment report of the organization - the Kambuniyan, the projects, [b][l][a][h] [b][l][a][h]. Aside from that, the president was appraising the work of the officers (*charr*, he acknowledged my part in the org, lolz). He said that the batch of leaders produced this year is very competitive and active...Whew, he reminded also the graduates from the org to continue helping the school as alumni especially now that we are gradually changing from state college to university (sounds silly, I hope that would be accomplished this year so I can finish my secondary with pride at a university...lolz). He also tackled the book 'the secrets of life', it was a book of the law of attraction... (nosebleed akuh!). From that book, he formulated the idea that if you want something, always go for it! He added the 3Ps - passion, persistence, and perseverance - in every thing we do. After that mind-busting thought and nosebleeding english, he asked us to share our concerns for our school. After Ate Patty and Ate Fem's turn, he told us to speak in english ([o][m][g], no words in my vocab...). After the college had speak out, it's my turn. Uhm, I told him that my concerns are the four-fold function of the institution, the facilities and the support for the every endeavor of the high school...*zZzZz*...After that, the meeting with the president was finally over.

Uhm, I was really hungry that time, so I keep on buzzing Ate Joanna if we could each our lunch. She told me that the meals were prepared at the SSC Office. And I said.."H-U-W-A-A-A-T?". The SSC Office is 200 meters away from the Admin. Long walk, I said to myself. As I walk to the food hall, I'm really irritated with the heat of the sun...(oh, that ultraviolet rays really makes me puke! the heat penetrates to mah pores, killing me softly...). When I finally got there, I took my snack then sat on the floor. Uhm, as I am waiting for the president to join us for lunch, I sneaked to the conversation of Ate Fem and Ate Patty - they were talking about their love life. *hMmMmn?*, I'm really bored, but I made myself cozy and bat in to their talk.... Then... LUNCH TIME... I ate roasted chicken and 'litsong carnero' (that's tupa or sheep, it's my first time, share..).

(THIS IS IT! MY FAVE PART OF THE STORY)

I'm full! I thought the meeting was over, but I was astonished! (may second part part pa pala)... I'm exhausted... We were about to discuss the financial report and the payments plus the resolutions, when the table was set on fire... The issue was about the 'LAKBAY ARAL' (a tour on the different state colleges and universities nationwide). We will be the one who will choose the 5 students to join the said tour. The presiding officer ask the pleasure of the body - are we going to draw lots or the adviser will just choose for us? I said that we should ask first those who are interested with the trip, three raised their hands - me, ate fem, and ate patty (all from the high school department, by the way the two slots were alloted to the president of the body and the vice president). But the adviser decided that we will draw lots to be fair (to be fair? tatlo na nga lang kami ang interesado eh...). And the body the agreed with it. So we conducted a draw lots - those who will receive 'fortunate' will be on the trip, those with the empty papers, won't. I was the last to do my part. And guess what? (as if anyone reads mah post), I was one of the fortunates... hakhak..., Ate Fem was qualified to, but sad to say Ate Patty failed to...huhu..

But I guess the show must go on... It must be my luck day! I'm on my way to a trip this month of MAY! (i hope this won't fail my expectations and make me sorry, sana di ma-cancel...). As of the moment, I'm in it!*

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Sunday, April 6, 2008

April 6, 2008
12:52 PM (Sunday)
Posted 02:20 PM Sunday (April 6, 2008)
“S***, saan na buh kayo…?”

Exactly 8:14 in the evening yesterday, I received a text message from one of my colleague while I’m eating my dinner together with Ate Steph and Nheenia at ‘YES Barbecue Hauz’. It says:

“sa ilog ang mundo’y tahimik,
ako’y nakikinig sa awit ng hangin,
habang hinihintay
na sana’y dumating bago magdilim,
sa tuwina’y kandungan niyo ay duyan,
panaginip na walang katapusan,
ang ilog hantungan niya’y panagko,
nang iyong pagbabalik kasama ng hangin”
_hehe, miz q na kau, ganda kumanta…hakhak_

I only got this message just this morning, about 5 AM to 5:30 if I’m not mistaken. It is just because I’m really tired last night to open my cellular after a long trip…. *zZzZz*.

Tired from my restless rest for the whole night and day, I decided to take a snap of my felt tip and compose another trash (I’m referring to this *damn* blog). My mind mosey in innocence as I ponder the message that I had received. I assume my classmates is thinking what am I thinking as of the moment – the B-O-R-E-D-O-M brought by summer!

I always thought that [s][u][m][m][e][r] is the best season for the entire year – more time to play, to sleep, to surf the net, to hang-out, to watch tv, etc.; vacations, reunions and tours; no assignments, projects, books to study and sermons *Jlolz*. But as days passed, I had come to realize that if this is what I really want, then why should I be acting so pessimistic and ill at ease? *pook*, I’m drowned to my own curiosity.

Again and again, I keep on singing (*BUZZ!* Do I know how to sing? Ok, then fine. Let’s say I’m just uttering) the words from the message. It was an excerpt from the song “Tabing Ilog” (*oh* it reminds of Joann, my classmate, who love to sing this song and play it with her guitar). I continued humming the tune until my blood rushes to my adrenalin…*crap* I’m getting numb! I can’t understand what I feel. In a sudden, something finally come up into my *stupid* mind – the thought that others may think what I thought. Guess what? (*gosh* how would anyone guess this if no one read this…). Well, I simply miss the laughs, the cries, the astonishment, the anger, the disappointments and everything. I really miss them – mah fellas, the sound of silence of JouLe, the four corners of the Newton/meter room, the Deer, in short, I missin’ my ‘junior life’…(huhu)

If I have to enumerate all the stuffs that I’m hallucinating this summer, it would be the following:

· the ‘screams of the high-pitched mammals’ as they mock on each others mistakes.
· the ‘first come, first served’ basis on the ‘one-sided ceiling fan’
· the ‘PC in the PC’ (Private Conversations in the Personality Corner) or merely the secrets kept and tears shed in the so-called sanctuary
· the ‘art and sketches’ on the whiteboard – the F-L-A-M-E-S, loveteams, bills, announcements, violators, the quotes, etc.
· the ‘lockers that are not locked’ where you can learn ‘finders keepers, losers weepers’ and ‘what I see is mine’
· the ‘rifles’ in the ceiling
· the bottles of ‘Red Horse’ hidden in the Acacia Tree near the Kapingkong River banks
· the ‘whispers’ during quizzes and the unforgettable motto “cheating is bad, sharing is good” in exams.
· the ‘zZzZz’s and catnaps’ before the PEHM period in TTh’s
· the ‘melody of the guitars’ in the balcony played by the ‘L-I-K-I Gang’
· the meals served for lunch in the ‘cafeteria’ and the ‘taste of bunwich and iced tea of Ante Mat2’
· the ‘throwing of crumpled papers during the Environmental Science period’
· the ‘questions answerable by questions philosophy’ of our Computer Teacher
· the ’99 years of Recess at Ate Remy’s Canteen’ and the ‘Alphabet - Ate Joy’s version ’
· the ‘Laws’ in Physics and the ‘takop-takop method’ of derivation
· the ‘theorems of life’ discussed every Geometry time
· the ‘Happiness is the Lord song’ during the Bible Class
· the ‘sino storya mo?’ in a crowded place
· the ‘pal-ak boys’ every signing of clearance
· the ‘titanic shoes’ of Kim Sho..
· the ‘gambling and playing of cards’ every vacant time and free hours
· the ‘eye bags, pimples and stressed-face’ every day especially when assignments and projects are all stacked up plus the teleseryes and movies to watch
· the ‘lipsticks on the report card’
· the ‘meetings that end up as forums, argumentations and reconciliation or may start cold wars’
· the ‘lies, fabrication and project-kuno’ every Sat&Sun or holidays just to hang-out with fellas and to be excused in house chores
· the ‘2-in-1’ or the 2 person in 1 food, iced tea, assignment and project
· the ‘topsy-turvy’ room according to the Prefect of Discipline
· the ‘work of the stupid’ in the armed chair and in the kubo
· the ‘gossips, cheezums, scandals and intrigues’ discussed on the middle of the class
· the tagline of my classmates:
“Ano ba yan?” – eldridge
“Pagsure day/dong buh…” – janin
“Oris maninay!” – chrisma
“Bastos ka huh, bastusin mo nga ako…” – niña
“Wag mo nga akong hahampakin…” – mike

· and the ‘litany’ of different subject teachers from Monday-Friday

I really miss these things. How I wish I could turn back time and make the best out of it, be happy and spend enough time to enjoy it…HaAay.♥ J_U_N_I_O_R days are really over! *zZzZzZ..*

To lester, rey, mike, stre, normz, eldz, datz, dan, pj, xerx, magz, lyz, jue, nheen, persh, anin, joy, gelyan, jelyn, hazle, dist, chrism, peyt, analitz, aire, jamz, jhaz, narci, mikik, dyna, el-el, tin, puedz, mitch, lei and jo…hope you’re reading this…so you’ll know how it hurts to feel empty. It’s not the happiness that you feel when you meet them that counts, but it’s the pain you feel when you miss them…♥ *shit*, saan na buh kasi kayo…?

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Saturday, April 5, 2008

April 5, 2008

04:13 PM, Saturday

Posted 3:57 PM Saturday (April 5, 2008)

"afraid of..."

We are all afraid of something somehow...

But what are we reallty afraid of?♥

I guess we are not scared of the dim and dark,

the truth is we are just scared to find out what's in it...

We are not afraid of heights,

maybe we're just pessimistic that we might fall with that range...

We are, for sure, not afraid of the people around us,

maybe we're just afraid of what they might think about us or the fact that we can be rejected...

Everyone knows how it feels to be in love, we are not afraid to love,

the point of fear is, will there be someone who can love us back the same way?

We are not afraid of trying things again and again,

we are just afraid of getting hurt, failing and left in tears for the same reason... :(

♥Time flies, we might not realize these things as of now. But somehow, maybe in the next "chapters" of our life, we will figure out why some things won't work as what we expect them to be.♥

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